January 2011
20 posts
January 29, 2011: I miss the Vivien I fell in love...
The one who wasn’t popular.
The one who would stay home everyday and talk to me.
The one who I made blogTV banners for.
The one who would have done anything for a cookie.
The one who would ask me for hugs.
The one who wouldn’t go out every weekend.
The one who would listen to me if I told her she was getting out of line.
The one who guarded her heart a little more carefully.
...
Lol yes, I remember I got addicted to it for a...
Oh, don’t delete it? :/
I'm sorry I was a horrible hubby. But never forget...
I still love you very much.
I’m trying hard to let go, believe me.
I dream of someday coming home to our house in...
Ughhhh Wifey >
I’m feeling better about all of this, but asdfghjkl
I want my wifey back
I want you to love me again
I want to hug again
I want to cuddle again
“I’d do anything Just to hold you in my arms To try to make you laugh Cuz somehow I can’t put you in the past I’d do anything Just to fall asleep with you Will you remember me? Cuz I know I won’t forget you”
...
My mom told him to pay mine and half sabrinas
It costs about $5,400 for that, which i know, is extremely expensive. I’d feel bad even if he did pay it.
ugh i’m tired of being their messenger though, they just use me to tell each other things. no one cares how i feel
I promised myself I wouldn’t say thanks for the hug or anything sappy if you did
but
ugh
I just want wifey right now. i’d give anything.
My dad said the Europe trip is too expensive, so...
He also threatened to sell the other house.
Can I have a hug please.
COMPLAIN
Can I just take a moment to be frank? As if I didn’t complain enough already, why does life throw so many lemons at me.
Never in my entire life have I been more suicidal, more depressed than the last two months alone. Never in my life has the urge to just end it all been so great. Every time I said I’d kill myself before this doesn’t even compare. I don’t have a single...
1/11/11 - 11:11
I wish we could be best friends again. Maybe even hubby and wifey someday.
But my wishes never come true anyway.
January 10, 2011: Fuck Life.
I didn’t give up on homework because I didn’t feel like doing it anymore.
I gave up on homework because I know I won’t be able to concentrate for the rest of the week Because of this.
runawyitsvinnie 10:03 pm
its my 1 month
You have no idea how big an impact you have on me. why did we have to become friends why did I have to put all my trust and faith into you . Why...
For Pete's Sake Vivien,
Thats
not
the
point
do you pay attention to anything else in my posts?!
you only pay attention to the parts about him
whereas i asked you to respond answering my question.
You find the very minute details that you can use against me to get mad over
stop victimizing me
forget I said anything about that
it’s not even important
every single
effing thing i do
you get mad at me...
January 9, 2011: Post Post Edit
Freak, I hate my life right now. I don’t want to sound weird but alot of it is over you. I think i’m doing better one moment, then bam. facebook post. instant depression.
Is it too late to fake sickness and skip school?
Respond to the post.
this is an edit.
January 9, 2011: Thao Nguyen Xanh, Sad Romance....
Hi. I think I’m getting a little better. I don’t cry as often anymore, but of course I still miss you. I think I’ve given up on wifey for now though. Whether or not this is good news for you, it makes me think of our pact.
The pact we made, that said we’d stop for two years. And when we both turned 18, we’d drop everything and come back together. I can’t...
Wifey.
Don’t give up on someone you can’t go a day...
It hurts too much to hold on, yet I can’t let go.
Tell me what to do.
I hate going on facebook and seeing things I don't...
Sometimes It’s better just not to know things. Save the pain.
I wonder if my post had any impact on you, other than telling me off about how you don’t love him.
Then I'm sorry for assuming.
If you truly haven’t played this love card yet, I pray endlessly you won’t. That we’ll be back together soon enough, and nothing further with him will continue.
January 3, 2011: Love is not a victory march. It's...
Hi. If you read this, please please please respond.
Dear Vivien,
I want to kill myself. It’s bad enough we’re not hubby and wifey anymore (enough normally to make me cry, as you know), but now I have five thousand other things to make me cry. You have a boyfriend. You’ve become popular. If i was 80% of your life in 2009, I’ve been reduced to .05% this year. My Grandfather...
January 1, 2011: What I'm thinking
Ever since we stopped talking last year, i’ve been in need of someone to talk to. In all honesty no one’s been able to take your place of “daily venting person”, and all around best - friend. In due time, when we get to talk again (hopefully), it’ll continue, but for now all i’m left with is this tumblr.
Although this tumblr is a great way to rant out my...